I’ve been mulling over and over in my head now for several days how to word what I want to say on the subject of being remembered by others. In fact, I had hoped to get this post out last week while the experience that prompted my musings was still fresh but it just wasn’t forming enough to put on paper. So, here I am writing and I realized the publishing date is September 11th. Coincidence? Nope. I don’t think anything is ever coincidental. September 11th is one heck of a day for remembering others.
If you lived in the United States on September 11th 2001 today’s date is a day you will always remember. Even if you didn’t live in the U.S. on September 11th back in 2001, you couldn’t help but know the horror we in America were experiencing that day that we still remember today. Some things you just never forget.
All these years later I feel very certain that every single person that died that day by the hands of terrorists is remembered in some way by the people who’s lives they touched. Any time someone passes, regardless of the circumstances, those around them reflect back on them. I know this first hand as my future daughter-in-law’s father passed away unexpectedly a week ago – which by the way is what prompted the thoughts whirling in my head that I’m now writing about. He got to go the best way possible- while he slept in his bed. But, for his grieving family and friends, it was w.a.y. too soon to have him leave. I had not had the pleasure of meeting Lailuma’s father yet. I was going to meet him on September 15th at a party for Lailuma and my son, Jimmy to celebrate their engagement. Instead I was getting to know him at a gathering in a funeral home and then later, at a memorial service. You just flat never know what’s around the corner do you?
The funeral home and the service were filled with family, friends and co-workers. My nieces, Blaire and Liz and I undoubtedly were the only ones there that had never met him. I don’t know about Blaire and Liz, but not knowing Lailuma’s dad gave me a unique vantage point from which to observe. Honestly, I think because I didn’t know him, I watched and listened more intently to get to know him. After all, I needed something to remember him by.
Funny, I never knew him but I now dang sure have something to remember him for ~ LOVE. The word “LOVE” was used over and over and over again regardless of the person speaking about him throughout the various events over the weekend. I talked to family and friends. I also listened to family and friends speak about him and reminisce over pictures of him. Several co-workers spoke at the Memorial Service. Sure, they praised his work ethic, his attitude, his enormous appetite and his physical strength but without exception the remembrances of him they chose to share were about his love of family – his deep from the heart but feel in the gut love for his four daughters that he wore like a uniform every single day. I listened to each person and at the same time began to question in my head what people would say about me if they were standing at the podium at my memorial service. What would they find most important to say about me? And to make me ponder even more, while sitting there I learned my ex-husband and his young daughter were a mere few rows behind me in the church. Was she thinking about what it would be like to loose her father? How would she remember him? What was he thinking about? Was he wondering how the three children he had with me would remember him once he passed? Odd isn’t it what enters your mind at times like sitting at a memorial service?
Life cycle events always mark change and give pause for reflection. Celebrating the life of someone that has passed is no different. So, my message to you dear friends is to aspire to inspire others with how you love. Let it be the most important thing you are remembered for – not your brain, your job, your abilities or materialistic accomplishments. Spread love in every direction and in every way that you possibly can. Heck, just throw caution to the wind and let it blow from you wild and free. It is the greatest gift and the greatest teaching you can give to others. And in my book, it is absolutely positively the most important thing to be remembered for. What greater honor than to be remembered for how you loved, I mean truly loved others while being part of this world of humanity is there?
As I left the church that day, I knew Phillip Walker Miller, III. In fact, I knew all I needed to know about him. I knew him through the eyes of his four daughters and through the eyes of many others. What an incredible gift he was and continues to be through his giving and spreading love.
To love and actively spreading it …